我相信
雨过会有彩虹
乌云中也有阳光
所发生的事
都有独特的奥妙
我相信
人是需要关怀
也会关怀别人
显出最美的一面
我相信
悲伤会过去
跟着自己的选择
和时间的
顺其自然
我相信
自己会遇最相配的
让自己最温暖的
让自己最特别的
让自己最快乐的
我相信
有浪漫的爱
真实的爱
永久的爱
有童话般
最好的结局
我相信
因为相信
比较幸福。
But as it is written, "Things which eye has not seen and ear has not heard and which have not come up in man's heart; things which God has prepared for those who love Him." ~ 1 Cor. 2:9
Friday, December 23, 2005
Monday, December 19, 2005
习惯了的思念
如果对痛苦可以习惯,那么思念呢?也可以吗?我是否,已经落到这个地步了呢?
其实,说真的
我应该不算很了解你
也并不是很认识你
可能对你的事,我不是完全的知道
就只是你跟我说的而已。
在别人眼中
我们有了不该有的联络
有了不该有的见面
但我有一些难以接受
因为我很清楚
我们之间不是他们想得那样
甚至可能什么都不是。
因为你
槟城成为了另有意思的地方
因为你
我第一次觉得自己好特别
因为你
让我不顾一切的去问候
因为你
给了我小小甜蜜的幸福
因为你
也让我认识了他。
对你
我是否过于固执了?
对你
我是否过于敏感?
对你
我是否过于的习惯?
见到你
应该是我很难忘的事
是我期待的事
见了你
我的感觉却消失了
去哪了?
就因如此,
开始查问
对于你的思念
是否只是在脑海里
而不是真真的在心里?
若是那样,
之前以为是痛苦,就该不是真的了
若不是那样,
为何我见到你的感觉,没有任何的兴奋,或特别的开心?
还是因为太多的不应该,
蒙蔽了我见你的喜悦?
我好希望
对你,不是习惯的思念
不只是守着一些已经不是的事
如果是
那么
也该是
我放开你的时候了。
其实,说真的
我应该不算很了解你
也并不是很认识你
可能对你的事,我不是完全的知道
就只是你跟我说的而已。
在别人眼中
我们有了不该有的联络
有了不该有的见面
但我有一些难以接受
因为我很清楚
我们之间不是他们想得那样
甚至可能什么都不是。
因为你
槟城成为了另有意思的地方
因为你
我第一次觉得自己好特别
因为你
让我不顾一切的去问候
因为你
给了我小小甜蜜的幸福
因为你
也让我认识了他。
对你
我是否过于固执了?
对你
我是否过于敏感?
对你
我是否过于的习惯?
见到你
应该是我很难忘的事
是我期待的事
见了你
我的感觉却消失了
去哪了?
就因如此,
开始查问
对于你的思念
是否只是在脑海里
而不是真真的在心里?
若是那样,
之前以为是痛苦,就该不是真的了
若不是那样,
为何我见到你的感觉,没有任何的兴奋,或特别的开心?
还是因为太多的不应该,
蒙蔽了我见你的喜悦?
我好希望
对你,不是习惯的思念
不只是守着一些已经不是的事
如果是
那么
也该是
我放开你的时候了。
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
习惯了的痛苦
我在想,是否有习惯了的痛苦?对人付出,但没得到任何有意义的回报,应该是很痛苦的吧。付出的对象,不一定是你喜欢的那一位,我只是在说任何对你自己有一些重要的人。
当然,起初会希望他对你有些回应吧。但,即使他没那样做,你还是继续得关心他,继续得跟他联络。在生活上,有时候会想起他,然后会想“他过的好吗?”
习惯了他的不回应,习惯了他的不会打电话来,习惯了他忘记之前答应过的事。虽然不好受,但是习惯了。
因为习惯,痛,好像也不是那么痛。
当然,起初会希望他对你有些回应吧。但,即使他没那样做,你还是继续得关心他,继续得跟他联络。在生活上,有时候会想起他,然后会想“他过的好吗?”
习惯了他的不回应,习惯了他的不会打电话来,习惯了他忘记之前答应过的事。虽然不好受,但是习惯了。
因为习惯,痛,好像也不是那么痛。
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Me and 17
Two boxes – one purple, one green
Purple revealed a cute little kitty with a wistful grin
Of felt, polyester fiber and beans
Green contained six hand-made
Uniquely beautiful clips for my hair bed
A card accompanied each one, both in purple envelopes.
Inside the same inscription,
“Happy Birthday!” the caption
A movie for pleasure,
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
Then a meal for the stomach,
Manhattan Fish Market – the seller
Ooh~ heavenly seafood platter
Of fish, prawns and calamari in batter
Mussels too, making its patter.
Opening the door
Finding even more
A Cake!
Crafted, a smile to make
Warmness radiated
Both candles and friends beloved
As a song sung,
A wish made
I believe, from my heart too.
Further laughter
With playful banter
We sought each other
With cream, not the flower
Sparing not even the photographer
Trying to cut nicely
Yet failing drastically
We presented the cake “artistically”
Time came for more delights
Discovering one – CD of her likes
Dolphin earrings in their stride
Another box – a white one this time
A cow! A baby shoe?
Mobile phone holder, the pocket signed
Calls to some dear to the heart
In my joy, they were a part
Euphoria abated
Happiness accorded
My day ended.
Purple revealed a cute little kitty with a wistful grin
Of felt, polyester fiber and beans
Green contained six hand-made
Uniquely beautiful clips for my hair bed
A card accompanied each one, both in purple envelopes.
Inside the same inscription,
“Happy Birthday!” the caption
A movie for pleasure,
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
Then a meal for the stomach,
Manhattan Fish Market – the seller
Ooh~ heavenly seafood platter
Of fish, prawns and calamari in batter
Mussels too, making its patter.
Opening the door
Finding even more
A Cake!
Crafted, a smile to make
Warmness radiated
Both candles and friends beloved
As a song sung,
A wish made
I believe, from my heart too.
Further laughter
With playful banter
We sought each other
With cream, not the flower
Sparing not even the photographer
Trying to cut nicely
Yet failing drastically
We presented the cake “artistically”
Time came for more delights
Discovering one – CD of her likes
Dolphin earrings in their stride
Another box – a white one this time
A cow! A baby shoe?
Mobile phone holder, the pocket signed
Calls to some dear to the heart
In my joy, they were a part
Euphoria abated
Happiness accorded
My day ended.
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
A Little Princess
In my continual journey through the magical, wondrous and sometimes unimaginable worlds presented through story books, it is always satisfying to find one story that stays in the mind indefinitely. Often flashes a phrase, or a dialogue, prompts my mind then to search for the title of the story, and book if I have it, then to locating it physically, and browsing straight to where I thought of.
is one that comes to mind often, quoted elsewhere a lot too.
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
很痛
真的感觉很孤单。
有式过在雨中走路回家吗?若没有,或许不知道,在雨中走路,真地会觉得好冷哦。。。
忘记带伞,所以只好淋着雨的走回家。
从来都没觉得上课,读书,是那么痛苦的事。或许是因为自己的懒,才会发生那么多功课做不完的事情。虽然该死,但知道了也不会好受一点点。
身边没有人,都只是自己跟自己的胡思乱想。
这时,觉得周围好静哦。。。
压抑的心情也越来越强,强的。。。好像无法呼吸。眼泪也会跟着掉下来。
哭了,又在想,为何每次都让自己变成这个样子?
不知道。。。
好像连哭的权利,都没有。
只知道,担心,加上孤单,还有一些的胡思乱想,
很痛。
有式过在雨中走路回家吗?若没有,或许不知道,在雨中走路,真地会觉得好冷哦。。。
忘记带伞,所以只好淋着雨的走回家。
从来都没觉得上课,读书,是那么痛苦的事。或许是因为自己的懒,才会发生那么多功课做不完的事情。虽然该死,但知道了也不会好受一点点。
身边没有人,都只是自己跟自己的胡思乱想。
这时,觉得周围好静哦。。。
压抑的心情也越来越强,强的。。。好像无法呼吸。眼泪也会跟着掉下来。
哭了,又在想,为何每次都让自己变成这个样子?
不知道。。。
好像连哭的权利,都没有。
只知道,担心,加上孤单,还有一些的胡思乱想,
很痛。
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
My Best Friend
What happens to you when your best friend finds someone, THAT someone? Often I have read about this, but I've never really paid much attention to it. It's not that I didn't think my best friend wasn't going to find someone, it's just that.....well, I suppose we always have that "It'll never happen to me" attitude.
When my best friend did find her someone, I was really happy for her. Her happiness simply radiated, and who could help it but be influenced as well. She did seem more beautiful, indeed praised by some, "Wow... you're looking prettier and prettier!" to which she only smiled blissfully in response. I knew her someone as well, and I was glad that he was doing so much good for her.
What difference it made to me, was accepting that now my friend had someone else she was committed to. And in those articles, I had read about best friends who became jealous and tried to monopolise their friend and snatching every opportunity to gain affection. Sometimes, friendships were lost too.
I'm glad to say, I don't belong in that group. Of course, at first, you might feel a little weird, when your phone conversations get shorter because that someone is calling her. Or when she forgets to call back because she got waylaid by his call or message. When you don't have so much time to spend chatting, yakking on the phone with her anymore because she's out on a date. Even when you were shown the little stuff and mementos given to her, feeling grossed out by all the "mushiness".
Sooner or later, you'll start to realise, that your friend is still your friend. And most of the time, a better one. She hasn't stopped caring for me, neither has she been not around when I needed her. You'll find, that your friend even becomes much more adept at handling situations now, because her maturity has grown to accept anothers' opinions and thoughts. And that, is something I would treasure very much. Besides, things that seemed so difficult or impossible in the beginning, wasn't really that unimaginably hard at all.
Well, my phone conversation with her just ended. And yes, because her someone was calling. So, I hung up. With grace and acceptance. Perhaps, respect, too.
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
无奈
最痛苦,
最难过,
最令人讨厌的感觉。
发现事实,却无能做任何事。
只看着,
最不想发生的事情,
就在眼前,
发生。
当无奈时,
想大声说,“不要这样!”
“拜托你,真的不要这样。。。好吗?”
他能听到吗?
听到你内心里的呼喊?
在身旁的人,
替你感到可怜,
替你感到悲伤,
甚至替你流泪。
但至终,
留下的心情。。。
无奈。
最难过,
最令人讨厌的感觉。
发现事实,却无能做任何事。
只看着,
最不想发生的事情,
就在眼前,
发生。
当无奈时,
想大声说,“不要这样!”
“拜托你,真的不要这样。。。好吗?”
他能听到吗?
听到你内心里的呼喊?
在身旁的人,
替你感到可怜,
替你感到悲伤,
甚至替你流泪。
但至终,
留下的心情。。。
无奈。
Infidelity
Or sometimes known as "straying". Of course, someone can only be accused of this if they were, or-thank their lucky stars- are attached.
Sure, the lure of forbidden fruit seems tantalising enough.
However, the price of the pain the loved one will experience upon stumbling on the truth, seems to dim it so much more.
Shock.
Numbness.
Disbelief.
Denial.
Anger.
Hurt.
Pain.
Helplessness.
无奈。
Sure, the lure of forbidden fruit seems tantalising enough.
However, the price of the pain the loved one will experience upon stumbling on the truth, seems to dim it so much more.
Shock.
Numbness.
Disbelief.
Denial.
Anger.
Hurt.
Pain.
Helplessness.
无奈。
Monday, November 07, 2005
Grammar In A Nutshell
Three little words you often see
Are Articles - A, An, and The.
A Noun's the name of anything,
As School, or Garden, Hoop or Swing.
Adjectives tell the kind of Noun,
As Great, Small, Pretty, White or Brown.
Instead of Nouns the Pronouns stand -
Her head, His face, Your arm, My hand.
Verbs tell something being done -
To Read, Count, Laugh, Sing, Jump or Run.
How things are done the Adverbs tell,
As Slowly, Quickly, Ill, or Well.
Conjunctions join the words together,
As men And women, wind Or weather.
The preposition stands before
A Noun, as In or Through a door.
The Interjection shows surprise,
As Oh! how pretty! Ah! how wise!
The Whole are called Nine Parts of Speech,
Which reading, writing, speaking teach.
-Anonymous-
Are Articles - A, An, and The.
A Noun's the name of anything,
As School, or Garden, Hoop or Swing.
Adjectives tell the kind of Noun,
As Great, Small, Pretty, White or Brown.
Instead of Nouns the Pronouns stand -
Her head, His face, Your arm, My hand.
Verbs tell something being done -
To Read, Count, Laugh, Sing, Jump or Run.
How things are done the Adverbs tell,
As Slowly, Quickly, Ill, or Well.
Conjunctions join the words together,
As men And women, wind Or weather.
The preposition stands before
A Noun, as In or Through a door.
The Interjection shows surprise,
As Oh! how pretty! Ah! how wise!
The Whole are called Nine Parts of Speech,
Which reading, writing, speaking teach.
-Anonymous-
Sunday, October 16, 2005
Jealousy
Jealousy.
That familiar green eyed monster.
It seems to creep up unseen, unheard... yet it makes its presence felt each time unfailingly....
That familiar green eyed monster.
It seems to creep up unseen, unheard... yet it makes its presence felt each time unfailingly....
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Thursday, September 15, 2005
开心的事情
哈哈。。。上一次说,要开始写一些比较开心的东西。。。
我发现,其实要开心,也不是一件很难的事情。只是我们对开心有什么定义而已。我呢,好像好多东西都很容易让我开心。就好像,嗯。。。找到一首我很想要听的歌,突然脸上也会有笑容。。。 =)
看到好久没见到的朋友,也是会令我很开心的事。那天,有一位从来不打电话给我的,在一天内,打了两次给我。那天,我真的真的好高心哦。。。=)
还有,看到自己喜欢的东西,也会觉得开心。例如,很可爱的小熊娃娃,还有。。。巧克力,也当然不能少的冰淇淋!哈哈。。。
感觉肚子饿了。。。下次再写吧。。。
我发现,其实要开心,也不是一件很难的事情。只是我们对开心有什么定义而已。我呢,好像好多东西都很容易让我开心。就好像,嗯。。。找到一首我很想要听的歌,突然脸上也会有笑容。。。 =)
看到好久没见到的朋友,也是会令我很开心的事。那天,有一位从来不打电话给我的,在一天内,打了两次给我。那天,我真的真的好高心哦。。。=)
还有,看到自己喜欢的东西,也会觉得开心。例如,很可爱的小熊娃娃,还有。。。巧克力,也当然不能少的冰淇淋!哈哈。。。
感觉肚子饿了。。。下次再写吧。。。
Friday, September 09, 2005
悲伤 VS 快乐
已经有好多人问我,为何我写的东西,好像都只有悲伤的感觉。嗯。。。这应该怎么说呢?我只能回答说,因为当心情不好的时候,或是感到悲伤的期间,才会写出来咯。。。可是当快乐的时候,没什么感觉要写啦。。。
我在想,是否是我自己想太多太多不开心的事情呢?若是这样的话,那我是否应该努力的让自己更快乐?但其实,我每天都过的快乐啊。。。只是没写出来而已。。。
我从来都没想过,原来我写的东西都会让人担心我。。。
我看,应该是时候写下我开心,快乐的事情了!
我在想,是否是我自己想太多太多不开心的事情呢?若是这样的话,那我是否应该努力的让自己更快乐?但其实,我每天都过的快乐啊。。。只是没写出来而已。。。
我从来都没想过,原来我写的东西都会让人担心我。。。
我看,应该是时候写下我开心,快乐的事情了!
Thursday, September 08, 2005
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